I always get confused with my sexuality. I have girlfriend i really love her but i can not hide the fact that I love having intimate scene with guys. Maybe its just an effect from my past experiences.
I had a sex with my older cousin when i was grade 1 and he was 18 years old during that time. I haad no idea to what i was doing that time but i know that doing that I can make my cousin feel good. I learned how to masterbate other man trhu him. he tught me how to make a guy feel hot.
i also had an intimacy with my uncle and its continual until now. I always suck his titi, it taste nothing but i feels good. Maybe because hinhanap n ng system ko. Kasi when i was a kid, they both started making me suck their dicks. Without knowing that its a sex already.
I haven't had any intimacy to other males beside them, sila lng tlga. And i feel that i want to do that thing only with them. I dont know what is tha feeling but i know that I make them feel good. in the same way it satisfies something inside me that I really dont know.
There was a time I was trying to abide what might happen, but at the end I was forced to suck them and unexpectedly it became as a usual chore that I have to perform for them. I have no hard feeling with them, infact sometimes I do the first move instead. I love sucking their dicks. their cums are my breakfast and snack. They make me an outlet to released their sperm in my mouth which I love doing. before I dont like the feeling of sucking but due time i learned how to love sperm diving in my mouth!(they keep on telling me that if I tell to anybody what we are doing they will kill me)
Kwentong kabaklaan ba? Hindi gnun man.. hehehe!! Bi society? pwede na.. This blog is for discreet guy at mga aztig na lalaki lamang.. Mga lalaking ngnanasa sa kpwa lalaki pero hindi bading sa kaladkarin at tsupa ng tsupa sa bawat kanto. Mga lalaking ngkataon ay animoy naglalaway sa katawan ng kpwa lalaki! Maybe, because there is something about their past na nkaapekto sa knlia kya ngnanasa sila sa kpwa lalaki. Marahil sila ay minolstya lamng or dla ng curiosity!
Saturday, June 5, 2010
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You are not really a gay. You are looking for a male sex because your subconscious mind where programmed with a MALE TO MALE sexual PLEASURE. I may consider you a BI (tendency), not really a GAY with complete female hormone mix. Yours is only psychological. Thanks.
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